從心之所行，即為正道

今天是Mr. J的生日
是噹噹響的三十歲生日喔~~

我真的什麼都沒做
就跟平常一樣寫封信
然後也在msn上頭祝他生日快樂
就醬

so~ happy birthday to my dear J.
it seems has been a long time since you went back to Canada
but time doesn't really destroy my feeling
and don't know why...

felt empty, depress and meaningless
when everytime you told me you're working.
I was so upset at the moment.
"I can't even chat with you when I feel tired!"
as far as I could imagine,
it seems there are something you're planning to do,
and all I should do is stop bothering you.

usually,
you put "when I can start to be......" on your msn
I have a question,
what do you want to be?!
a good son?! a good lover?! or something else??

don't know how much patience I can pay
maybe there will be one day I'll give up accidentally!
but before this day comes,
I'll stay with you,
tell you what happens on me daily time
and share every events with you.

all I wish is your happiness,
cause you are the man whom I loved from the bottom of my heart.

MY DEAR J.
EVERYTHING JUST HAPPENED REASONLESS
(it sometimes made me scared)
BUT THERE'S ONLY ONE THING I'M SO SURE
~WANNA BE WITH YOU~